My
Control (Book 5) Inside Out
RELEASE DATE: November 18th
Blurb
Master...
Being that person, that man, is how I define myself, how I
allow the
rest of the world to define me as well. And now, with a
terrible loss
shredding me inside out and someone trying to destroy my
family to
punish me, control is more important than ever. It is
everything. It is
what I need. It is all I need. Or maybe I just need...her.
Excerpt
I shut the door and then motion to the small, round
conference table in the corner. “Let’s sit.” I’m irritated that I’m aware she’s
wearing the same outfit she’d worn the first night I met her, several weeks
ago.
She nods and moves with the same pace, the same confident
steps, confirming that she is not my type. As she once said, we’re too alike,
two bulls fighting for the same red flag. We come together at the edge of the
seats, neither of us voluntarily claiming one first, standing toe to toe, our
gazes locking.
A band seems to tug our bodies closer; I feel our shared
connection in my chest and see it in the dilation of her soft blue eyes. The
howl of memories is like a heavy wind that refuses to be ignored. I’d buried my
pain over the news of a search for Rebecca’s body in Crystal’s body. I’d been
weak, drunk, hurting. I’d tried to recover with a
business-from-this-point-forward talk.
But when I’d walked Crystal, not Ms. Smith, to a private jet the next day, I’d needed to touch her,
to taste her one last time—the “one last time” I’d never had with Rebecca. My
weakened armor had dropped, and I’d pulled her to me and kissed the hell out of
her.
And damn it to hell, I want to do that again.
But I won’t. Ms. Smith lifts her hand to touch me, the way
I’ve often let her and no one else do, though I still don’t understand why.
Then she seems to sense the change in me, pulling back before contact.
“How are you?” she asks.
The rasp in her voice edges down my nerve endings and
evokes emotions that, on some level, I want to arouse in her, though all I
should desire from any woman is passion and lust. Those needs are within the
realms I have always controlled, so they are acceptable.
But I sense Ms. Smith wants more. And what I want from her
is more—which infuriates me.
“How am I?” My words are as tight as my spine. “Ready to
get back to normal. Sit.”
Her brow furrows in silence at the command, a prelude to
the many battles I suspect are before us, but she claims her seat, as I do
mine. Setting my briefcase on a chair, I pull out a document and set it in
front of me, intentionally building her expectation as to what it might be.
And I think she knows that, since she refuses to look at
it. I narrow my stare on hers, wondering if there’s more behind her iron will
than growing up in a rich family with dominant men. And in doing so, I see the
slightest hint of discomfort in the depths of her eyes, the weakness I’m
looking for to push her well beyond her comfort zone.
“I have the answer to my first question,” I state.
“Clearly, we still want to fuck.”
Her lips part in surprise, then a look of incredulity
slides over her delicate features as a disgusted sound slips from her lips.
“Funny. I thought your first question would be ‘How’s my mother?’ Or ‘How’s my
father?’ Or ‘How is the staff, after they’ve taken a beating from the press and
customers pounding them with questions?’ ”
“We’ve had that conversation three times in four days,
including last night. I trust you. That’s the point.”
“No. The point
seems to be us wanting to fuck again.”
My lips quirk at her bold statement. “I’ll take your lack
of denial as confirmation you agree. And us wanting to fuck has everything to
do with us working together on a day-to-day basis, Ms. Smith.”
“Crystal,” she amends. “You know ‘Ms. Smith’ bothers me,
since long before we got naked together. Not even the staff calls me that.”
“Formality is how I manage and how I operate. It’s not a
slap. It’s not a reflection on us getting naked together. I simply cannot
maintain structure with the staff by treating you differently, nor would we be
able to avoid questions.”
She inhales and lets it out. “Point taken, Mr. Compton.”
“Thank you, Ms. Smith.” I pause for effect. “My plan is to
be by my mother’s side as much as possible, and leave you with your present duties
if you’re agreeable. I’ll simply help you navigate the ship in the more
treacherous waters.”
She nods. “I have a list of powerful clients and
prospective clients who represent large dollar figures, and it’s taking time to
earn the trust that you’d have in one phone call. So I need backup.”
“You have it.” I
lean back and study her a moment. “You treat this company and my family as your
own.”
“Is that a question?”
“No. I’m just trying to figure out why you’re doing it for
us, since your own family owns one of the largest tech companies on the planet.
That’s a lot to walk away from.”
“You did the same: Riptide is one of the largest auction
houses in the world. And, like I told you, my father and brothers are very
controlling, much like you. In fact, I’d say they are equally overbearing.”
I arch a brow, amused at her boldness.
“You think I’m overbearing.”
“You take pride in being overbearing.” I incline my head.
“It works for me. But my mother wrote the book on overbearing—yet here you
are.”
“It’s different. She isn’t them.”
“But I am?”
“You’re arrogant, intolerably bossy, often rude, and
infuriating, but—you’re my boss, not my family. And I’ll point out that you
chose to open your gallery across the country, despite being emotionally close
to your parents.”
“Birds of a feather,” I say.
“But there’s more to your story.”
“There’s more to yours.”
I lean in closer, lowering my voice to a soft rasp. “I
never take what isn’t given to me freely, Ms. Smith.”
She smiles. “Nor do I, Mr. Compton.”
The unexpected reply curls my lips. “You are nothing that
I expect.”
“Because you never expect anyone to be like you. Two birds
of a feather. Remember?”
“I’m fairly certain you won’t let me forget.” We’re close,
a mere lean-in from a kiss, one I crave more each moment I’m with her.
I lean back before I forget my agenda. “Whatever the rest
of your story is, when I look into your eyes I see honesty and sincerity,
qualities I value more than ever. Qualities I owe you in return. That means
giving you a clear understanding of who and what I am—because the past few
weeks have not been an example of those things.”
Her gaze lowers and she says softly, “I know I’m a gateway
to a place you’re using to cope with . . . things.” Then she looks at me. “Maybe I even am that place. You’ve just lost
someone important to you. You fear losing your mother to cancer. So anything
you feel with me is about them, not me. Sex is an escape for you.
“And it is for me, too. It’s how I’ve handled the emotion
all of this creates in me. So I don’t need or want your guilt. We’re clear on
everything.”
But we’re not; the muddied water we’re traveling is
dangerous. Worse, she makes me want to believe we can continue. But she brings
out a part of me I don’t want to exist; if I let it, I will deserve the guilt.
“If we’re clear up to this point,” I reply, sliding the
contract across the table, “then you understand why it’s so important that
we’re equally clear on what our relationship is or isn’t going forward.”
Her eyes hold mine and she swallows hard, before her gaze
drops to the contract. She stares at the first line, “Master and Submissive
Contract,” for two beats and then calmly hands it back to me. “I told you. I
will never be your submissive.”
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About the Author:
New York
Times and USA Today Bestselling author Lisa Renee Jones is the author of the
highly acclaimed INSIDE OUT SERIES, and is now in development by Suzanne Todd
(Alice in Wonderland) for cable TV. In addition, her Tall, Dark and Deadly
series and The Secret Life of Amy Bensen series, both spent several months on a
combination of the NY Times and USA Today lists.
Since beginning her publishing career in 2007, Lisa has
published more than 40 books translated around the world. Booklist says that
Jones suspense truly sizzles with an energy similar to FBI tales with a
paranormal twist by Julie Garwood or Suzanne Brockmann.
Prior to publishing, Lisa owned multi-state staffing
agency that was recognized many times by The Austin Business Journal and also
praised by Dallas Women Magazine. In 1998 LRJ was listed as the #7 growing
women owned business in Entrepreneur Magazine.
Lisa
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